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Wanna IM Jellyroll?

by

Linda Evans

Joe slammed the cup onto the counter and flicked the switch on the side of the kettle.

“So how come you’ve got to do it? He asked, “why not just leave it to the police?”

“I’m doing this for us Joe, for our daughter. She’s thirteen years old. That man could have killed her.”

Joe laughed dryly. “Don’t you think you’re over-exadurating? Some kid asks her to meet him and you jump to the conclusion he’s Jack the ripper on the prowl, or something.”

“You don’t know who he was. You get all sorts of people in chat rooms pretending to be something they’re not.”

“Like middle-aged mothers pretending to be teenagers.”

“Joe these chat rooms can be dangerous places for kids.”

“All the more reason to let the police see to it.”

Jessie sighed. It was the same-old same-old argument they’d had nearly every day for the past two months.

“They don’t have the time,” she told him.

“Neither do you. You’re on that damn computer all day. Alex never sees you. I never see you. You have a family here, you know, if you even raised your head up from that screen long enough to notice.”

“It’s something I have to do Joe. I could do with a little understanding here.”

“Understanding!” He raised a hand and motioned a circle around the room. “I’ve been understanding. Look at the state of this place. It’s a pig sty. I come home from a hard days work and have to start cleaning and cooking, because you’ve been on the damn computer all day.”

“Joe, listen…”

“Forget it.” He tossed the cup towards the sink and it clattered amongst the pile of unwashed dishes.

“Where are you going? Joe…”

“Out.” The door slammed behind him.

**

Jessie loaded the site and logged in. Teen café. She watched the messages scroll up for a while, seeing the familiar names flicker up the screen. She opened the small ring-bound notebook and took a pen from the dish beside the monitor. Cherub was in fine form, reeling off countless blonde jokes that he was noted for. She grinned at some of the corny punchlines. CrazyHazy was in, firing abuse all round, cussing and profaning. Jessie suspected there was a lot of hurt under those angry posts.

Her stomach turned as she saw his name appear in the ‘online’ box - madmoomark. He began posting.

Madmoomark : Hi room

Jellyroll: Hi Mad

Shazza: Madxxxxxxxxxx

Sexysharri: Madxxxxxxx

Madmoomark: Jellyxxxxxx

Madmoomark: Hi Shazza

Madmoomark: Sexi, hi ASL

Sexisharri: 14/F/NY

Madmoomark: Wanna IM Sexy

He disappeared from the rolling conversation. So did Sexisharri.

“Damn.” Jessie cursed.

Three hours later, Jessie wiped her tired eyes and stood up, rubbing the stiff ache at the bottom of her back. She walked through to the kitchen and poured some cold orange juice from the fridge. The front door banged shut and Alex walked into the kitchen, throwing her school bag onto the table, scraping back the legs of the chair on the wood floor, sitting herself down with a loud thud. Jessie felt the tension, saw the indignant look on her daughter’s pretty face, the scowl she wore so often just lately.

“Something wrong?”

Alex gave a ‘huh’ and pulled a couple of text books out, opening the first and flattening the pages with a slap that echoed around the room.

“As if you didn’t know.”

“Would this be anything to do with ‘Teen café’ by any chance?” Jessie asked quietly.

“It’s to do with you treating me like a child,” she snapped, “everyone’s laughing at me at school, because I’m banned from the site. They were all on it last night, all of them and I felt like an idiot because they’d arranged to go out to Pepe’s for lunch today and I knew nothing about it. I went down to the park, where we usually go, and no one was there. When I went back to school, Gina told me they were all down Pepe’s, celebrating Annie’s birthday. They’d arranged it on ‘Teen café’ last night.”

“You know why I don’t like you going on the chat sites,” Jessie told her.

“You don’t trust me.” Alex tugged the lid from the metal groovy chic pencil case and pens scatted themselves across the table. She picked them up one by one and slammed them noisily back into the tin.

“Is it any wonder!” Jessie exclaimed. “You gave a strange man your mobile phone number. The guy sent you dirty text messages.”

“It was just a bit of fun.”

“And was it fun when he called the house and tried to get you to meet him. I dread to think what would have happened if I hadn’t picked up the extension and heard you two talking.”

“Invading my privacy, you mean.”

“I didn’t know you were on the other end when I picked it up. It made my skin crawl. He was a grown man, not just some teenage boy.”

“All the kids do it. It was only a phone call. I wouldn’t really have met him.”

“It was stupid.” Jessie yelled.

“It was just a dare.” Alex shouted back.

The two stood glaring at each other for, what seemed to Jessie, an eternity.

**

Jessie watched the scrolling messages, taking notes, writing down names. Madmoomark hadn’t been in for a couple of days. She wondered if he was using the phone instead, spreading his lewd suggestions, sweet-talking Sexysharri. What was her mother doing? Where was she?

Downstairs, Jessie heard the front door click shut. She glanced at the clock, 9.35pm. She walked to the window and pulled the curtain aside. Alex was getting into the passenger side of the car, throwing her packed holdhall onto the back seat alongside Joe’s. She watched the car pull away from the house and walked slowly back to the computer. The messages were still scrolling. She blinked away a tear and sat down.

Madmoomark: Hi roomxxxxxx

Jellyroll: Madxxxxxxxxxxxx

Honey: Hi Mad

Madmoomark: Wanna IM Jellyroll?

Jessie laid her hands on the keyboard and began to type

Jellyroll: Sure madxxxxxxxx