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Marsh

by

Lisa Cihlar

 

Elaine slammed the door and ran out of the house. She got in the car and spun the tires in the gravel driveway pulling onto the street.

"Bastard," she muttered under her breath.

It was a warm Saturday and all around town folks were out lawn mowing or cooking over charcoal fires. Everything smelled like summer. An old couple ate dinner at a card table in front of their garage and her eyes teared up. Her anger melted and she slowed as she watched for kids on bikes and skateboards. At the edge of town she swung the car onto County Road Y. The pavement stretched out before her, flat and almost completely straight. Thirty-seven miles through the Atchinson-Hill grass marsh.

It was coming onto the purple time of day she loved and a drive through the marsh would let her think more clearly about the latest fight she just had with her husband.

The marsh was beautiful with areas of open water reflecting the sky, and other areas where tall grasses grew right up close to the road. Red winged blackbirds gathered in large groups cackling from the tops of stalks of last year's grass. She smiled as two of the more elusive yellow-headed black birds screeched out a warning cries as her car passed.

Three miles into her drive a truck came up fast behind her and blew past doing at least seventy. The driver never even touched his brakes. His taillights faded in the distance.

Five minutes later she saw the truck again, pulled to the side of the road with the driver's door open. Her heart jumped. She was alone out here and this could be some weirdo.

Then she saw the birds and slowed. There were duck feathers floating everywhere in the half-light. The strange snow settled on the road and grass as the truck driver checked his front bumper for damage. A mother duck and her brood trying to cross the road. He smashed into the whole family.

She stopped behind the truck and got out. She could hear ducks calling from the grass and some were still flopping in the road. At least two were dead but there must be eight more hurt and dying.

The man said, "I never saw them, I couldn't stop, what should I do?" His voice was high and cracking.

"We have to kill them," she said. "Do you have a knife or something? We can't leave them in misery like this."

"I don't have anything, look this wasn't my fault," he started looking toward his truck. "I'm going to be late." He climbed in his truck and drove off.

Elaine watched his taillights fade then did what had to be done. One by one she twisted their necks till they were dead. Warm feathers stuck to her hands and face as she wiped away tears. At last there was no more stirring or flapping or pitiless quacking, just evening settling down noises.

She climbed into the car and sat shaking as complete darkness fell. She clenched her teeth so hard that her jaws ached. Her bloody hands were sticky on the steering wheel. She did a three-point turn and started back to town.

Back at the house she walked past Jerry lying on the sofa in front of the TV and into their bedroom where she packed a suitcase. Back in the living room Jerry looked up, "Hey, where are you going?"

"Sometimes, Jerry, you just can't leave things in misery."